naom3 2h ago • 100%
Down with cis
naom3 3h ago • 100%
ANTI CISGENDER AKTION
naom3 18h ago • 100%
It is cool just scary. It’s also a little disheartening that he thought I used they/them instead of she/her, but I do still go by [very masc first name] at school and present the same way I always have so I guess it’s kind of understandable
naom3 1d ago • 100%
It’s not fair
naom3 1d ago • 100%
I’m not ready I don’t want to be seen. I like playing this guy character where no matter how badly I do it doesn’t matter because it’s not real and who cares about being a guy anyway
naom3 1d ago • 100%
It’s quite safe. It’s a lot better if you can get bloodwork done to see what your levels actually are, so you should find a way to do that if possible, but if it’s a little high it’s not gonna kill you or anything and if it’s a little low it’s not useless or completely ineffective. I would follow TerminalEncounter’s advice and start low and slowly go up if you don’t have any problems or until you hit a dose that feels right
naom3 1d ago • 100%
naom3 1d ago • 100%
So I’m starting to wonder if I’m getting delusional about whether I’m still boymoding. The other day I was talking with an instructor who I had met before but hadn’t really talked with and out of the blue he was like “oh before I forget, pronouns. They/them right?” And I straight up replied with “sure” He also said that he was reminded because he was talking to [other instructor] earlier and apparently that instructor mentioned me and then corrected his pronoun usage and then he wrapped up this story with “he is getting better at this”.
I have never told anyone irl to use anything other than he/him, they just assumed I didn’t use them. Apparently it’s becoming common knowledge or something that I’m not cis, which is, uh, like I don’t even present any differently (aside from that week I wore nail polish) I literally wear the same clothes I always have. The first week of class an instructor was doing attendance and called my (very masc) first name and I raised my hand and he just looked at me like
naom3 2d ago • 100%
I feel like I’ve won the lottery with my current schoolwork becoming one of my hyperfixations because I don’t know how I’d be able to sustain this level of work otherwise. Caught between trying to ride this wave for all it’s worth and pacing myself so I don’t get burnt out
naom3 2d ago • 100%
naom3 5d ago • 100%
heh, another challenger?
naom3 5d ago • 100%
::: spoiler what you think
Don’t think about how satisfying it would be. Don’t think about looking her in the eye when I come and knowing it serves a purpose beyond physical pleasure. Don’t think of her wrapping her thighs tighter, tilting her hips and praising me for my healthy swimmers. Unless they aren’t healthy. Then we’ll have to see a doctor :::
naom3 5d ago • 100%
I stop taking the anxiety med, I have more anxiety when I'm going outside
This is so real. Every now and then I try and go off cipralex so I can feel full emotions again and I quickly get reminded of why I’m on it in the first place
naom3 5d ago • 100%
Mood
naom3 5d ago • 100%
Stay tuned!
naom3 5d ago • 100%
I wish I had a sister like you growing up having someone to tell me what options there were and to help me get on puberty blockers or hormones would have been life-changing. It’s not pushy to let your sibling know about puberty blockers or help them make figure out what they want and you should definitely have a talk with them
naom3 6d ago • 100%
naom3 6d ago • 100%
I remember feeling that way during puberty too, and it’s hard but it does get better
naom3 6d ago • 100%
*taking notes*
naom3 1w ago • 100%
I accept this mission
I’ve been on an unintentional break from hexbear over the past 10 months since the redesign broke it on my phone and school started. But I have a new phone now, so what’s been happening? Are we finally blocked by everyone except lemmygrad? Any new struggle sessions? Fill me in!
::: spoiler spoiler (Maybe. This is really confusing ![ohnoes](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/9d5590b8-c1ae-488d-9efc-d7db54dce851.png "ohnoes") ) :::
First week of pride :meow-bounce: :cat-trans: Edit: pronouns updated :comfy-cool: :meow-fiesta: